cinderelly's Blog

i am seriously questioning my spirituality.

and i have a few thoughts about it.

just wanted to write that down now before i forget, until the next time i remember.

ty for reading my note to myself.

:)

Let me in, the voice cried softly,
from outside the wooden door.
Scattered remnants of the ship could be seen in the distance,
Blood stained the icy wall of the shore.

I'm the only one left. The storm, took them all,
He managed as he tried to stand.
The tears ran down his face.
Please, it's cold.

When he woke, there was no trace of the ship.
Only the dawn was left behind by the storm.
He felt the creaking of the stairs beneath him.
That rose, from the sea, to the door.

There was a sound at the window then.
The captain started, his breath was still.
Slowly, he turned.

From behind the edge of the windowsill,
There appeared the delicate hand of a child.
His face was flush and timid.
He stared at the captain through frightened eyes.

The captain reached for something to hold on to,
Help me, he whispered, as he rose slowly to his feet.
The boy's face went pale,
He recognized the sound.

Silently, he pulled down the shade against the shadow.
Lost in the doorstep of the empty house.

I'm trying to find my way home.

I'm sorry...
...and I miss you.

I miss you.
I've grown taller now.
I want the police to be notified.
I'll make it up to you,
I swear, I'll make it up to you.

I miss you.

Socks. By funnydood, Brandon Hardesty... :)

I keep hitting replay on this thing!! I think it's my new fave Radiohead song, and it has been playing non-stop in the background of my EP experience for the past hour... :D Is yay.

cuz we all feel like this sometimes. :(

MOW OW!!

Ooh, this woman is pure sexiness, even in a pink bodysuit...

(I keep playing this over and over.) :D

Oh, I just like this song, and Otep does it well. She has the best female scream on the planet. I haven't heard any other female who can scream like a metal man can, in all the ways it can be done... If you've heard them before, you know what I'm talking about. So, Nirvana = good, and they do this song well. :)

Spellcheck sure has a mouth on it...

XD

Just a song that I haven't heard on a long time until this past day. Beautiful and powerful, with old meanings for me.

Don't disturb the Beast,
The tempermental Goat,
The Snail,
while he's feeding on the Rose
Stay frozen, compromise
What I will I am

Bend around the wind
Silently thrown about again
I'm treading so soft and lightly
Compromising my will
I am

I am, I will
So no longer will I
Lay down, play dead
Play your doe
In the headlights locked down
And terrified
Your deer in the headlights
Shut down and horrified when
Push comes to pull comes to shove
Comes to step around this
Self-destructive dance
That never would've ended 'til
I rose,
I roared aloud here
I will, I am

I am, I will
So no longer will I
Lay down, play dead,
Play this
Kneel down
Gun-shy martyr, pitiful
I rose, I roared
I will, I am

So this is the beautiful bass player from APC. She's also the violinist on the record. The video is just clips from APC (and the now defunct Zwan) and stuff.... :P

Oh for the love of everything pure and unholy, this is the most gorgeous man on the planet. Ok, I'm a big fan, sure... but he really has the most beautiful singing voice I've ever heard, and I love his screaming. Well, not here of course, this is very un-Tool... But this song came into my mind and voice today, so I'm sharing it here with you. (And how could I forget Billy Howerdel- he has a new cd btw; And Paz Lenchantin is enchanting with bass and high heels.) I saw this on Letterman in 2000, and then saw APC a year later on their Mer De Noms tour, after escaping a very bad situation. This cd will always have deep meaning for me. It was a beautiful little concert, in a smallish theater, and me and my friend met them afterwards. Very cool. :D

I love this song, but almost as much, I love the sweetness in this video, and they way they touch each other... =1 (been replaying it all night)

Ha! I was sad when I found that this video is no longer on Youtube, but I found it somewhere else, yay!!! This is when Beck was on Saturday night Live with host Hugh Laurie (yum). This song is so damn cool, and the puppets are too cute. XD So much funs. :) (and on a sad note- Beck is playing here next week in my city and I can`t go, cuz it`s all sold out) :`(

Had a dream about these guys, and right before I woke, I asked them to play this song. Of course, I was waking before they did. =1

This song I love. It means something very important to me. Yeah most Tool videos are a little disturbing, but that`s not the point. It`s not the video here, it`s what the words mean to me. Don`t watch it if you don`t want to, because it really has nothing to do with the song. It`s the words...

I loved hearing this song in concert twice. :) This is for me now.